I’d always considered myself heterosexual. I’d known that I happened to be young, therefore had sufficient time to work myself away, but it always seemed “normal” to me personally that I would personally date a kid. I’m attracted to dudes, and also myself actually dating one if I did sometimes fantasize about girls, I’d never seen.
Then, around three years back, we began writing online, for a role-play forum about Harry Potter. Fundamentally, you develop a character and then compose along with other players, producing fan fiction in teams. It absolutely was through this amazing site we wrote a lot that I met Juliette and together. We just got along pretty much but in all honesty, our relationship grew gradually. She lived in Paris and I also lived in Toulouse, within the Southern of France, therefore we never really saw one another, nonetheless it had been fine. She arrived 1 week to the house throughout the holiday breaks, and now we had a great deal enjoyable that I recognized i must say i cared about her. In the time, my feelings remained friendly rather than intimate, however they had been strong.
I recall the time that is first informed her that i truly liked her.
It had been at the start of this past year, probably in September. We had been texting and I also complimented her, telling her she was an amazing person that I thought. It had been the first-time we actually confessed our love—friendly love—to one another.
Across the time that is same certainly one of her friends became actually jealous of y our relationship. We felt actually accountable, just like a fat in Juliette’s life. After which Juliette’s companion (who had been additionally certainly one of my close friends, in addition) seemed to be jealous too. It was actually hurtful. I happened to be accused by two girls (have been my buddies) of stealing their buddy and I also felt terrible.